Poison Berry

I've been busy lately writing. I was struck with this ah-mazing idea. So I was a little writer crazy and came up with the beginnings of what I think is a pretty cool murder novel. It's basically about a female hit-man that really isn't like other hit-men. She pretends to sleep with men then BANG! I think it's pretty awesome. I can't wait 'till it all comes together! 

My SuperWoman of the Month: SuperGirl

Don't we all love the adorable and sweet Supergirl! She is just so cute and spunky like just her essence is so great. For me, my favorite Supergirl is Kara Zor-El because she is just so funny. Like I think there was a crossover between the Superman and Batman comic (which happens a lot) and the relationship between Batgirl and Supergirl is just precious. This girl is a great role model, like most female woman women she is brave. She is honest, kind and the sweetest gal there is. Although I love Batgirl, my superwoman of this month is a close runner up. Like Superman, she is strong and basically bulletproof. We see flies and has some other miscellaneous super powers I can't think of at this moment. Nonetheless, this girl is pretty sweet. My superwoman of the month is SuperGirl. 

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Huntress: My SuperWoman Of The Month

This month we pay tribute to Huntress. She was featured in the comic "Birds of Prey" and probably in a few "Batman" comic. She was also on the Justice League but don't quote me on that I'm not entirely sure. I love this character because she's feisty like most comic book girls and she's takes herself a bit too seriously. It's odd because the Black Canary and she are on the same team and they can't stand each other. Think they was a bit where the Black Canary and Huntress boxed each other, I don't know. But anyway, Huntress is a peculiar character and she's almost a female version of Batman. The few "Birds of Prey" comics I read Huntress was just a beast. Like it was crazy how savage she is. But anywho, Huntress is my super woman of the month! 

Jean Grey: My Superwoman of the Month

I have to admit I am a DC Comic gal that loves X-Men. Since I was young, I watched every X-Men episode and movie. I plan to read the comics but I think I'm too far behind to even try. Jean Grey is one of the coolest female X-Men next to Storm. She has the coolest superpower; she's telekinetic. She can read minds, levitate, move things with her mind and some other things I can't think of at the moment. She is a calm, down-to-earth person and she's smart. I appreciated the relationship Jean Grey and Scott (or Cyclopes) have. It's precious, but that Wolverine (smh). Anyway very off topic, the reason I choose Jean Grey as the superwoman of the month because she inspires me in a weird way. She's bold, ballsy, and intelligent; something I aspire to be. Jean Grey's character is that of an ideal female superhero. Although in some incident, they do not paint Grey in the prettiest picture but for the most part she's a great heroine. She's beautiful, has a good head on her shoulders and sensible. I can't say too much about her she is a bit boring for me. Anyway, Jean Grey is my superwoman of the month. 

Black Cat: My SuperWoman of the Month

My superwoman of the month is the Black Cat (yes she is a villain). I never said my superwoman had to be good, but she has always been a cool and fun character for me. I love the whole catching Peter Parker thing, it really gives her this corky fun side of her. Not only that but she is the side that most women are afraid to show: sex appeal. She is very sensual and feisty and has a certain way about herself that makes her dangerous but not too big of a threat (like Reptar well not like Reptar but it was funny). Black Cat is sneaky and is devious (when she wants to be) and cute. She is one of my favorite villains because she isn't over-kill (like some are) but she's the pleasant blend of evil and corky and I love it! She does have her moments where she's totally diabolical but worst comes to worst she might rob a bank or steal a precious piece of art. But all and all she's an interesting and complex villain that isn't all smash this and kill that and rule the world this. She is your normal, cat burglar that is totally in love with the guy in spandex (Spider-Man). It's odd I know but it's entertaining doest have to make sense. I am not sure about so don't quote me, there was this one interesting thing with her that symbiotic thing. I thought it was cool, I really don't know how to describe it but on Spider Man but I wasn't an active reader so.  At any rate, Black Cat is my superwoman of the month of November, deal with it or be dealt with!

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What's up guys! I am creating taking on a new project well a new blog. 
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Dream Keeper

I had the weirdest dream last night.
My cousin witnessed a murder and she caught a glimpse of the murderer (I don't know when this occurred in the dream before or after my cousin witnessed the murder but I was having relations with this guy. All I remember strongly was that he was gorgeous and it was someone I knew). Anyway, we called the police and she described the man. Ironically, he was walking outside of the house.
Scared to death, we called our family over to keep us company and protect us. We kept an eye outside and watched him and we cringed until he finally left the neighborhood. Briefly afterwards we heard gunshots and shattering glass. When that happened everyone crawled into a small room and prayed (while gunshots broke our windows). We crawled out of the room and shortly after the noise and gunshots stopped.
Ten minutes after, a lady we thought we knew walked in and we didnt bother her because we thought we knew her. So, she uses our bathroom and comes out. She creeps behind my aunt who was stand near the door and said "shh I'm like boss behind the operator." So we begin to scream and carry on until we finally ran out the back door.
At the house, the lady yells I'm talking back what's mine and my aunt explodes. She puts up and rechargeable bomb and begins to run after us. She chased us and we (knowing the neighborhood  looked for a safe spot. She was in a masive jeep and we kept running with my cousin yelling directions. Finally we came to the safe spot which was like a ditch with cones and yellow tape. My cousin yelled get under don't stand around so some of us got under while the other stood around and got hit by her jeep.
She pursues us on foot now and we continue to run. I don't remember what happened in between but we came to a house. She explained to us we were he long lost children and told us about the life we would've  had. She explained to us a life of killing and crime, she even said we'd have our own room. She invites us inside and we see the home of her many children.
There were several floors with purple walls and turquoise shag carpeting. After looking through the house, the swat team and witness protection arrived. They shoved us in the van and the lady followed us. We tried to loss her and ironically the guy that my cousin described tried to hook a bomb to the van and somehow we got him and the bomb off. When we finally lost the lady, we drove off to the Canadaian border.
Hey that was my dream, I don't choose what I dream about I just try to interpret it.

My Lover Won't Wait

My lover won't wait

Wait to be loved

Wait to be hold

He won't for my gentle caress

My lover can't wait

To hear the sweet nothings

Tug onto him

Hear my vows

No my lover won't wait

My lover needs me 

My lover is impatient

My lover is yearning 

And crying, crying out

For my love 

Black Canary: My Superwoman Of The Month

My superwoman of the month is the Black Canary. I fell in love with this fireball of a woman when I began to read a series of comics called the "Birds of Prey." I'm sure you have heard of it, with the very first bat-girl, Barbara Gordon who is known as Oracle in the comic, Huntress and a couple other women in the comic. Anyway, Black Canary is just a feisty and strong woman. She has some sex appeal but what comic book woman doesn't, comics are target towards younger men or older men that live with their mothers and jerk off to porn (STEREOTYPE ALERT!). 
But, back to Black Canary, she is super bad, like she doesn't have superpowers (a useful one I should say) but she could kick some serious ass. But, I loved that she was considered a villain when she was first introduced and kinda had the same gothic, dark feel Batman comics had. This is a girl after my own heart, she is bold, brave and a bad mama-jama! Like home-girl fights baddies with her bare hands...HER BARE HANDS! If that isn't cool then someone explain what it is. I love her because I think she is rebel and a fighter. I might categorize her as my idol. 
Now don't get me wrong, for a comic book super woman she is a bit scandalous. Like her attire isn't practical, she wears heels, fishnet stockings, a body suit and a leather biker's jacket. For one she is the ideal character I mentioned in my earlier blog "Female Super-Heroes: Are They Sex-Symbols?" It's crazy because her as a person is great it's just the way she is presented. Anyway Black Canary is my super woman of the month...deal with it!

Blog Post Mentioned:
http://aubrey-m-thoughts.blogspot.com/2012/05/female-super-heroes-are-they-sex.html

Wonder Woman: My Superwoman Of the Month

My superwoman of the month is Wonder Woman, I'm not too crazy about her but I love the concept of her. She is this strong, independent super-being that can hold her own. I like the fact that the people behind the making of Wonder Woman made her feminine but a hard-ass. First they give her super-strength, she can carry or lift twice her size. Then they threw in some crazy things like flight, endurance, speed and they even gave her this random healing power. But you know what the big cherry on top is, her lasso of truth. This is what makes Wonder Woman a wonder! Like if you don't remember one super thing about Wonder Woman, the one thing or the only thing would be her super cool lasso of truth. 
One thing about Wonder Woman that threw me off was her alter ego Princess Diana. I guess she was like the Princess of the Amazons, I have no clue. But it was so random because in most of the comic they don't even acknowledge the fact until something huge happened. But anywho, this is my superwoman of the month!

Fashion Victims

So many girls always wanna be with the latest trend, wanna wear what all the celebrities wear and be "with it." People don't understand there is a difference between fashionista and fashion victim. I will admit I do pay attention to the latest trends and fashions and pick and choose which ones suit my personality and personal style but I don't go to the extend of following every single trend. I remember when Rihanna first cut her hair everyone cut theirs; when she dyed her hair that stupid "look at me!" hair of course girls followed suit.
Its like no matter how stupid the trends the fashion victims of the world follow no questions asked. Same thing with Amber Rose, the broad came from nowhere and she rocked a buzz-cut so ditto girls followed. 
Being a fashion victim eliminates your chance of being original or an individual in any shape or form. It also shows you are a mindless idiot that follows any stupid thing celebrities or other people do. Fashion victims especially annoy me because they have to be on every trend by the coattails and think the world must be on it like them. It's funny how people watch celebrities so closely it's as if they want to become them. 

My Favorite SuperWoman: Batgirl

Like I said in previous blogs I am a comic book fiend! I love the supernatural that why I am so infatuated with Greek heroes and American comic book heroes. My favorite superwoman is Bat-girl for one reason: she's a bad ass! The first Bat-girl was my favorite (Barbara Gordon) because she set the bar so high for future Bat-girls. Like check this kid out, she doesn't have superpowers and she is still a force to be reckoned with. Sure if you like cookie-cutter, prissy little girls you'll totally dig Super-girl but Bat-girl has essence. She's human we can relate to her and we love the whole underdog thing she's got going for her. Whether you agree or not, I would enjoy a Batman comic more than a Superman comic simply because of the realistic factor and the fact Batman is more entertaining to watch.
Bat-girl is spunky and she has this cool personality. She is very sarcastic and kinda takes herself a little too seriously. But then again she only saves Gotham City from inevitable destruction everyday (no biggy). She is also very brave and she has proven on several occasions she can play with the big boys and hold her own. Not only is she very capable she's fun to watch.
I also love Bat-girl girl because she and everything else in the comic world is so weird and eerie and dark (hence the name of the town Gotham City). Its like everything is so spooky and dark but I love it. Needless to say I dig it! Like you can't expect the expected from her and its cool! If I was half as cool and slick as Bat-girl I'd be pretty stoked. To my regular readers notice how Bat-girl is still up (every month I honor a super heroine) that how much I love Bat-girl.

ATTENTION! ANNOUNCEMENT TIME!

As you might have noticed, every month I honor a female superhero. First there was Supergirl then there was Rouge and now Batgirl. If you would like to see your favorite super woman as my background just comment with your favorite female superhuman! Or introduce me to more super women that aren't too mainstream and I'll probably write a blog in their honor.

Settling: How to Avoid it

A while back I wrote a blog about settling (Settling: Why Girls Settle and Why it's a Problem 2012) and now this blog is an extension of that one. As you might be able to tell I didn't add "part 2" or add part to the title simply because it's not a multiple part series. It is simply piggy backing off the first so I guess you can say that the first blog was the intro leading up to this one.
But any who, as you read in my first blog settling is a bad thing in more ways than one. First, you are more vulnerable to get hurt or played. Secondly, sometimes settling shows you don't have self-appreciation for yourself. Lastly, settling for less than you deserve waste your time and causes unnecessary turmoil. There are ways to avoid making the choice of settling.
For starters, make a list; I know it sounds stupid and cheesy but its better to visually see what you think you want and thinking hard about what you need. It is also a good idea to do this with a friend but if you are the type that needs silence to concentrate then go for it. Make sure that all the attributes and traits are achievable and realistic. So, don't write on your list "wants someone that can fly" we all know that is impossible. But on a more serious note don't write things like "someone that never gets angry at all"; to be honest people get angry some more frequent than others. That won't be a realistic trait because people show anger in different ways and sometimes you wouldn't even know they are anger unless they told you. Things like that are not good example of what could go on your list. Remember my list from the last blog? That is an example (maybe not a perfect one but it's a start) some of the things on my list were just preferences. On my list I had tall, I would like a man that is a minimum of 5'6 and a max of 6'4 but I won't not date a guy that's 5'5 with a great personality. I also had "prefer Caucasian men" yes I am more attracted to white men but that doesn't mean I'll never date a black man or a hispanic man. Its' good to have a preference but don't let that preference determine your entire decision. 
After creating that list, stick to it. Like on my list the very first item was articulate. For me, someone that knows how to talk correcting and pronounce words in the correct tense is a must and it's rather sexy. So, if some guy off the break, calls me "shorty" or "sweethawt" (that is the phonetic way some guys pronounce "sweetheart"), I have to immediately shut down and just give you the evil eye. That is part of the reason I don't really pursued or desired a boy from around my way. Most of them are obnoxious and immature. That should be the same persona you should have, that list is supposed to help you make the right decisions. A very good one I have on my list is "smart", ladies if you cannot hold a constructive, intelligent conversation with them they aren't worth your time. But, if you're into that kinda thing when your men are dumber than a brick; go for it. 
Lastly and the most important, ask God for guidance. We are only human and evidently are bound to fuck up, so why not put your trust in someone who is perfect and knows what is right for you. Prayer and trust is the key to finding your soulmate. With guidance and understanding from the holy spirit there is no telling what God could bless you with. He could take that list of yours and add things you didn't even think you needed or multiply the things you do want sevenfold. 
Now, I am not the expert matchmaker in Maryland or a married counselor but I know a little something about people and relationships. I am pretty sure you follow this criteria things might start looking up. Now I am not saying you do so and get marriage in 6 weeks but you'll stop settling for less and be happier.

Intro of this blog
http://aubrey-m-thoughts.blogspot.com/2012/05/settling-why-girls-settle-and-why-it.html

Why I love Sara Bareilles

I was in love..no captivated with Sara Bareilles since Love Song. For people that don't know the true meaning of that song, she basically shot a middle finger to her record label. They wanted her to write more songs about love and she responded with that love. "...I'm not gonna write you a love song/ 'cause you asked for it 'cause it/ 'cause you need one you see/ I'm not gonna write you a love song/ 'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this/ if you're on your way/I'm not gonna write you to

stay/All you have is leaving/I'm gonna need a better reason/ to write you a love song today..." Powerful words, words spoken by a true bad ass. That's when I fell in love.

She is bold, spunky and brass balls; qualities I admire in a person. She is not only a singer but a song writer and she has a brilliant mind. She covered a very mainstream Beyonce song "Single Ladies" (video is on my Twitter @_JustJillie) it was a great take on the Beyonce hit. She added this corky, light melody and a bouncy beat. She gave the song a funky alternative twisted. This artist is truly daring and inventive and that's why I love Sara Bareilles.

Dude Homegirl is Crazy!

I don't know why I attract so many goregous girls that are way out of my league. These girls are not only exotic but fucking crazy! This one Hawaiian girl (yes another Hawaiian) she started talking to me on this social network. She was pretty close to me so I entertained her for a little. The very first thing that come out of my mouth was "I have a boyfriend" she said that was fine she wanted to be friends. She was a lesbian of course and I thought she was alright. We hung out a couple weeks and she was mad cool.
After a while she got obsessive, she'd call me 4 in the morning, text me 30 times while I was at work and I think she was catching feelings. One afternoon she told me she liked me a lot and she wanted to be with me. I assured her that would never happen (most because I had a boyfriend and she was crazy).
There on out she kept calling and texting like a crazy person. Leaving weird text messages and "dropping by" randomly. She was crazy! Like she would say things like she loved me and she had to have me. At first I didn't think too much of it but then it became freaky. She'd call me crying asking why I don't want her and don't get me wrong she was pretty..she was just fucking crazy!
The reason I didn't want her was because I had a boyfriend that I love and she was crazy as fuck. I have enough problems as it is without her in my life so, I don't think she's worth the hassle. So, moral of the story sometimes something that looks good ain't good for you.

Am I Right or Am I Right?: About Amusement Park Visitors

Ok so I work at an amusement park and it is terrible. From rumbustious kids to loud obnoxious parents amusements park are crazy. I also noticed that people leave their brains right in the parking lot. Like I would be on the mic spieling "secure all loose articles" or "don't leave any loose articles on the platform" (most roller coaster stations are elevated platforms) and I'd probably say that six times in one setting. Yet and still there is always some idiot that leaves their shit on the platform or does exactly what I said not to do five seconds prior. Or I would say "hey don't lean on the air gates" and people just stare at me like I'm on crack.
That's not the only thing that bothers me, it's the parents. It's like when you tell them their kid isn't tall enough to ride it's like the beginning of World War 3. Like you measure their kid and you are 120% sure they are not tall enough but you measure them so you don't get fired it's like they are willing to loss a child for a 30second ride. Then it's the employee's fault that their kids can't ride, we don't create the rider requirements and restrictions.
One more thing, big people. I hate being the bearer of bad news when a larger person can't fit but think about it. A roller coaster or flat ride can only hold but so much weight, most coasters (I'm thinking all coasters) go faster with more weight on them. That is dangerous because sometimes the train will skip the breaks and could hurt someone. So imagine a 200lb person getting on the ride, all that weight could be very dangerous or a roller coaster that is only meant to go 75mph at the fastest. So anyways, (long sidebar) people get frustrated and get mad and try to sue the park because they are just big as fuck. Like seriously, this one lady tried to complain to my sup that I didn't try hard enough to squeeze her in the seat. Don't be a dumb ass, I am not supposed to jam you in a seat, either lose weight or try another ride. So am I right or am I right about amusement park visitors?     

Worse break-up

In October, it'll be one year since Ronnie and I broke up and to be honest I have never been happier. For one this guy was older than me and at a different place in his life (five years older). He was controlling and a complete asshole. Like he really broke up with me because I don't wear make-up every time I saw him. We never talked he was always "busy" and never had or made time for me. In the back of my mind I think he was just with me for the sex. 

But, the funny part about it was that after we broke up I felt relieved like a weight was lifted. That's when I knew I was gonna be OK and that he was a burden in my life. For some reason, it took me forever to let my guard down. I felt like the first two or three months Dustin and I were talking he paid for all the insecurities and fears I had because of Ronnie. You know what is double crazy, I don't hate him! I love him (not the same way I used to) I am not in love with him I love him as a person and God would want me to love the ones that trespass against. I always hope that he found what he was looking for and wished him the best. Granted, I don't talk to him anymore or seen him since we broke up but, I don't hate him.

If he was reading this I just want to thank him for pushing me closer to an amazing guy that loves me for me and someone that isn't as shallow as he was. The moral of the story, some break ups seem bad at first but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

My Better Half (My Missing Link Found!)

Dude! This is an accurate depiction of us!

I am head over heels in love with my boyfriend. For my new readers I will talk a lot about my amazing boyfriend because he deserved to be hyped up. I'm telling you this guy is more perfect than bacon more pure than spring filtered water and sweet like honey. Don't get me wrong he isn't a softy, he's tough as nails and the heart of a fighter. He is so genuine, kindhearted and just makes me feel like a queen (cause hey, queens can only marry kings, right?).
My baby spoils me (yeah he spoils me rotten) it to the point he doesn't want me to pay when we go out. I love him so much he is everything I need and then some. I would be honored if Dustin (my boyfriend) took my hand in marriage. On the contrary, he has his flaws (I am not gonna broadcast them) but, he is as amazing and great as they come these days. And the cherry on top is that he's blonde hair/blue eyes (well I prefer green but hey). He is so perfect for me, perfectly imperfect for me and no one else. I love my boyfriend and he makes happy that's all matters.
This boy makes me swoon! Every time I see him I get butterflies and every time he kisses me, my knee get weak. Good grief and every time he looks at me my heart melts. I am just sprung I'm in love. For me I am never the first to admit or say that I am in love but I love that boy.