I Feel Like We're Married!

Now this isn't a bashing session but I feel as though my boyfriend and I are married. Like we argue every chance we get. I know we are well passed the cupcake phase, but we also love like one. We are commited and we just don't have eyes for anyone else. Like the other night we were talking baby names (yeahh that commited) and just love the same things and we talk a lot about the future. We have our ups and downs but I won't want to fuss with or be with anyone else. Surprisingly, we are very responsible for our ages (18 and 19 year olds) we both work and looking for a second job. Hopefully, one day that boy puts a rock on my left hand because I love him and I wouldn't want to be with anyone besides him. If he took my hand in marriage I'd be one of the luckiest girl in the world maybe even the luckiest. I know girls my age really don't wish for things like that but, I know he is my soulmate and we were meant for each other. He is amazing and want him to be mine always and forever.

Girls: An account of emotions and love

I don't think guys understand how fragile women are. I don't care how much you say you're not you are. Girls are very emotions and act a lot on emotions. That why we are called "wo-men" theoretically the prefix "wo" in Hebrew is from. So, basically we come from man (of course) but, also "wo" can mean pain and grief. Hence, we are prone to emotional outburst and emotional toil. 
I, however, are one of those contenders. I think of myself as one of the guys 80% of the time. I am the type that doesn't like talking about my emotions and feelings. Maybe I was scared of my feelings and didn't know how to act or react. I was never the type to spill my emotions to the world mostly because of an ex boyfriend I was involved with.
He was weird to be honest. He basically forced me into having sex with him and to be honest always made every problem we had my fault. Long story short, he fucked me over. I feel like because he did that to me, played with my emotions I have my guard up all the time; no matter whom it is. 
Because of him, I think it is ruining my current relationship. I feel because he hurt me, my boyfriend pays for his screw ups. Most, (not all) girls feel that way they feel one guy screwed the rest will. That way of thinking isn't completely wrong. Yes, you were hurt before and you are trying you damnest (yes, I just made that up :P) for it not to happen again but, every guy isn't like that one guy that fucked you over. If that were the case we'd all be miserable and always on our guard. Frankly, it's not far to do that to an amazing guy you think you might have something great with. 
So, ladies I know its hard and I know let love in after you've been through hell and back is easier said than done but think about it, why would you chase away your soul mate because a foolish boy (that's what he is for letting an amazing woman as yourself get away) hurt you.